and how, to be in the beauty of me, of this, of all that I cant explain that I understand, without you? I come back to me and I want a tree house, I want to smile with you, I want to go back to what is real, what is true, what is noble, what is pure. tell me what actually changes, I cannot get any part of me to understand the Lord any less, I cannot end the call to return, to love Him with all of me. I miss you, what is in me doesn’t ever change. come back to yourself, come back, you’re my best friend, that I never need but always understand. 

(Source: danielshea, via lullabysounds)